Only next year!!!

The summer goes…I´ve spent the summer time studying, studying and thinking about the trip to Africa….Many readers of my blog are very demanding…They like to see many photos and if I upload photos with the same angle, they ask me “WHY, GRACE??????” They love slideshow…with music. Some of these photos were taken by Fish Eye lens and Canon Flash . Sometimes I spend many hours looking at the flowers in my garden. I can tell to those who read me that I´m a person totally with an eye in the past. I reflect about it everyday and I should admit that I miss so much the time when I was a child and I walked in the beach. I really would like to live there. I miss my childhood more when the Swedish summer disappears…

I miss the days where I would do crosswords with my sisters outside my house for hours. I miss the days where I’d wake up at 6 in the morning and go out to the beach, which is across the road from where I used to live. I miss the days where we would throw fruit at my friends and we laughed a lot while our neighbor tried to discover us behind the mango trees. I miss the days where I’d walk along the beach, where I’d walk in the rain and I miss the days where the sky was the limit.oh, Yes!!!I rally believed I could realise all my dream. I still being the same girl…a dreamer girl. I really miss my childhood in Brazil. I miss the time when I and my friends left the school and ran in the sugarplant field of my father´s father.

I dont know why, but I feel that if I could do, I would like to live again in Brasil. When will it happen? I don´t know if one day, I can look at the mirror and I can say” I´m at home, again!” Why..I can use a Swedish passport but NEVER I´ll be 100% Swedish!!!Look at my face…it´s a mixt of Latin, black, African, Spanish and Portuguese!!How can I be a Swede????

O verao está indo embora e eu usei todo meu tempo estudando e pensando sobre a viagem que farei à África. Muitos leitores do meu blog sao bem exigentes. Eles amam o slideshow e que, venha junto com música. Se eu posto fotos um pouco parecidas, eles perguntam POR QUË, GRACE? Algumas dessas foots eu fiz com a lente Canon Fish Eye e com Flash Canon. Na verdade, eu gasto hroas olhando as flores do meu jardim. Eu sou honesta: eu tenho um olho voltado para a minha vida passada. Eu penso sobre isso todos os dias. Eu devo admitir que eu sinto saudades da época em que eu era crianca e andava em frente á praia. Eu, realmente, gostaria de viver lá. Mas…essa saudade é mais intensa quando o verao está sumindo…
Nao sei porquë…mas eu tenho a sensacao de que um dia, eu vou viver no Brasil. Novamente…E quando isso acontecer, eu vou poder olhar no espelho e dizer: ENFIM, EM CASA!!!!Eu posso ter um passaporte sueco, mas NUNCA eu sei 100% sueca!!! Até porquë…olhe para a minha cara…Ela é um misto de negro, latino, espanhol e português!!!